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my eye wont stop twitching..... I dont even know why. tara broke up with me today. I think what finally did it is when i went to visit nolan with goobs and i didnt call...
i feel like i am on probabtion with her. i have to call ever time i do something. every time i breathe. I am always getting yelled at for it. i get yelled at when i try to get off the phone. when i am at work or at army shit or doing something that i have toget back to i get a speech on how i should call her back. which takes up at least 3 minutes and theh i get bitched at from someone. I get yeleld at when i didnt start to clean my room. i am always getting yelled at. like she is my mother. a control freak.
it is getting to teh point where i am hesitating to call. because i know that i will be getting yelled at. this is what cary did to me. i am not going through it again. I know tara took me back and that is great and all and things where going to get fixed but nothing has changed i just get yelled at for something else now.
not like we dont have our good days. we do we really do. when that happens i cant beleive it because it is happening. right when everything is kicking ass liek on monday i get yelled at again becuase i have to leave her soon and i get attitude. i understand that you are kind of down but to be agravated toward me that is just fucked up.
i am not tired of our relationship i am just tired of being nagged and bitch at for nothing... even if i call i know becuase i am doing something with someone i will be bitched at for that. I can never do anything right in this relationship.
since she broke up with me maybe just maybe i can figure something out. tomorrow i go and see how active duty life will treat me. i will talk to you all later. maybe not eh we'll see byyyyyyyyye for now!
i feel like i am on probabtion with her. i have to call ever time i do something. every time i breathe. I am always getting yelled at for it. i get yelled at when i try to get off the phone. when i am at work or at army shit or doing something that i have toget back to i get a speech on how i should call her back. which takes up at least 3 minutes and theh i get bitched at from someone. I get yeleld at when i didnt start to clean my room. i am always getting yelled at. like she is my mother. a control freak.
it is getting to teh point where i am hesitating to call. because i know that i will be getting yelled at. this is what cary did to me. i am not going through it again. I know tara took me back and that is great and all and things where going to get fixed but nothing has changed i just get yelled at for something else now.
not like we dont have our good days. we do we really do. when that happens i cant beleive it because it is happening. right when everything is kicking ass liek on monday i get yelled at again becuase i have to leave her soon and i get attitude. i understand that you are kind of down but to be agravated toward me that is just fucked up.
i am not tired of our relationship i am just tired of being nagged and bitch at for nothing... even if i call i know becuase i am doing something with someone i will be bitched at for that. I can never do anything right in this relationship.
since she broke up with me maybe just maybe i can figure something out. tomorrow i go and see how active duty life will treat me. i will talk to you all later. maybe not eh we'll see byyyyyyyyye for now!