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i havent written in this in awhile. i dont even know where to start... i guess alot of catchin up to do. I got another job. bout to quit that on friday... pretty much after i come back from PLDC.. "Sergent school". Not really doing all that much. Just on a day to day bases on wishing i was with my wife. almost a year. i couldnt be happier. the thing is though she went to the doc.she has something that could eventually kill her if she doesnt take care of herself. i want to help but the only thing that i can possibly do is support her which i will do no matter what because i love her. we talked and everything last night. tellin me that she has no motivation to do what she needs to do. i was hoping that i would be that motivation that she needs to do that stuff. I know she will never let me down. I love her i just dont know what i will do if i were to lose her.