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[bigmouth88]

times i think mi turely ok i some how arnt....zach came out believe me love having him out here love being with him....but io felt bad i cant take living here..no matter what i do its wrong no matter what...my mother yells at me again for soemthing i didnt wrong by her.....i lost my sisters cat...nice huh? not really i already felt bad about

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Re: Your life

[bigmouth88]

i know my sister cares very much about me...never thought different, but we are two different people and i dont think we will ever be close, we dont even talk when we see each other, I understand she hurts believe me i know but what i dont get is that im the one having to deal with them to, she should see that i need help and understand that im just like her, i cant make things different i cant make my mother be a better person cuz she wont change, but my own sister doesnt know anything about me. she doesnt evern say hi when she sees me, i talked to her the other day she doesnt even say i love you when we get off the phone, i know she loves me, not saying she doesnt, just wish we were closer, or anything would be better. She is a great mother and a wonderfull person when she wants to be. she is smart and beautyfull i look up to her, wish i could have a mother half as good as her, or a sister anyways. but my sister is to busy for me she has kids and a job and school, and a husband, and a life. and i dont ask for help cuz ive always been on my own, my mother and father are all i have may not be the hest but thats all i have, its hard to call your sister, and asked her out to lunch when she doesnt like being around you. but thankyou