MOVING!! AGAIN!!
im sick of this i knew we would be moving at some point in time cuz the whole my father and mother cant find a job...but come on fucking by the end of the month your fucking jokinh right.....no im not...talking to my father to day about some stuff acting like we needed some stuff done like we were moving i then go not like we are moving soon anyways...well lauren about that....WHAT ABOUT IT?? we are..WHEN by the end of feb...where we going.......well im going home ( meaning kentucky....you and your mother are moving in with your aunt...not the aunt i would liek to move in with bascial my mother times two.....so i will be with my mother and my aunt which i dont want to be there anyways...AND I DONT WANT MY DADDY TO LEAVE!!! not now anyways...i cant do this without him...i cant be with just my mother i knew it was going to come to this but never this soon...WHY NOW!! things were ok with me i was doing good in school and everything me and zach are great but no we have to move and i dont want to i hate moving packing all my shit up one more time which im going to have to do it again cuz not like we will be staying there...or me.....it needs to be fucking summer already i dont want be here anymore...and i miss zach and he is far away... i just need someone to hug not anything big im asking for just sonmeone to hug me and tell me its going to be ok.....yet im still sitting here crying my eyes out cuz i dont know whats going to happen for the 20th time in my fucking life......i cant do this i cant live with my mother and my aunt...i cant i dont know how things are going to work...ill get up most likely my mother and my aunt will be smoking pot...then my mother will pick me up from school.....smoking pot in the car....on the way there then...coming home to a house that smells like pot and my mother and her smoking it some more...im going to fucking kill myself i think by the time the month is over.....im going to go to bed now i have no one to call and i miss my b/f bye