how sad once again....shit happens for a reason right? well why this again
I dont want to be write sad shit again cuz i told myslef
i wouldnt but thats all i have to write about....this month sucks no
this year sucks(other then zach) i mean yeah school started off shitty
but same old same old there no biggy...but im fucking failing
government and i dont get it I FUCKING DUMB!!!! THATS IT!!! WOW FOUND OUT ALITTLE LATE!! umm lets see other then that HATE MY FUCKING JOB ( but im getten one at TOYS R US) yeah bitches ummmmy mother is fucked to no end how do i say this.....ummmm SHE
HAS LOST IT FOR THE LAST TIME!! IF SHE GOES OFF ON MY ONE MORE TIME AND
FUCKING SAYS I WILL HIT YOU IM DONE !!!! IM SICK OF ALL OF THIS yeah i yell you yell right back no right to say your going to hit me NO MATTER WHAT!! NO FUCKING HITTING!! do you ever want me to talk to you again? then my fucking father DONT EVER CALL ME A FUCKING LAIR!!! that is one thing i dont do LIE TO MY MOTHER AND FATHER!!!!
and for them to say i did pisses the fuck out of me....both my mother
and father yelling at me on the way home today from some shit god knows
what.......but yeah over dumb ass shit for that but I DIDNT LIE
then got yelled at for that saying i didnt lie....im done say about 10
words to my father after that he wants to talk to me he can talk to me
untill them im not talking to him...fuck it you and my mother im done
you guys dont give a shit about anything why should i give a shit about
you??? tell me that one? (
i mean yeah we havent fuck up family but still under anything i dont
lie to my mother or father and thjat pisses me off cuz i did one time
and they lost trust in me thats why I DONT LIE!!! FUCK I HATE YOU!!!!
FOR JUST CALLING ME A LAIR!!!!!) my sister...ummm all you
say is dumb shit to me how im wrong how i did something wrong how im
fucked up how i need to do something different or damn i smell..........( I JUST GOT OFF WORK WHAT DO YOU THINK IM GOING TO SMELL LIKE ROSES????? HUH?? YOUR DUMB AND I HATE YOU)
wish she wouldnt even talk to me better then her yelling at me or
something i dont liek you you dont like me so dont talk to me....cant
even ask how you are doing get a fucked up answer to that also....im
sick my head hurt and wont stop my heart kills and i know what i think
my heart is fucked up they just say its stress its not stress its the
fact that i cant breath and i want to die once again!!! MY HEART IS DYING RIGHT WITH IT!!! IM GOING TO BED once zach calls dont give a shit about homework tonight....bye