Oct 13, 2005 21:17
Im sick of being here im sick of the pain of caring about people who dont give a rats ass about you im sick of putting in the luv getting nothing back....U FUCKING SUCK!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!! AT BEING A MOTHER YOU FUCKING SUCK AT BEING A FATHER!!!!!! No more beating around it you do...you guys dont have jobs you guys sit there yelling about the other im sick of it!!! Im dont listed to you yelling about how the other doesnt care!!!
I pain i feel is because of you...
You rip my heart out
Your lies only hurt worse
My life has gone from luv to shit
My happiness is gone for good
Just to let you know ITS BECAUSE OF YOU!!
My depressed was gone but now is coming back and even faster then before
The pain i felt was nothing to the pain im feeling right now
You dont even ask how my day went
Why would you it would take some caring
As your hurting me im hurting myself
Crying myself to sleep
Not knowing what will go on tomorrow
Ive stopped talking to the only person that mean anything to me
My head is hurting and eyes wont stop watering.....
So easy to say life sucks and end it now
so easy to think lauren just do it
How sad that ive got to that point again
So hard it seems to be but how easy it would be to end it
YOU SUCK!!!
YOU FUCKING SUCK!!!
I would die for you but would you die for me?
To see me happy?
Killing myself with stress
my heart stops beating
for im left alone with no one to care.......