Comments | bigmamag: Well, I'll probably piss SOMEONE off tonight

bigmamag

Well, I'll probably piss SOMEONE off tonight

May 07, 2009 22:52

( SPN 4x21 )

sammy!, groped by an angel, spn reaction, wtf

Comments 9

sj0126 May 8 2009, 04:23:49 UTC

aww baby ( ... )

bigmamag May 8 2009, 04:39:00 UTC

Yeah, that's the whole sad crux of this show. Dean loves Sam more than Sam loves Dean. It's really kind of tragic.

And the sad part is, I KNOW Dean would never leave Sam, which is why I love him so much. But by damn, he should. I think it's the only way he could ever heal and be his own man, but who knows, maybe he's just stronger than I am, really.

I am, however, fucking happy that Dean did locate Sam, even though Sam tried his hardest not to be found and thought that Dean didn't know his brother. God damn, even at your most fucked up, Dean is still a smart motherfucker and he really does know his brother. Dean = win in my book.

sj0126 May 8 2009, 04:50:15 UTC

exactly! there are certain things sam needs to believe in right now and one of them was being stronger and faster and better than dean. that him drinking all this demon blood and going there and such is because he is the only one who can stop lilith. when he said dean wasn't strong enough i was like WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU ARE?! because you've been sucking rubys blood for the past year?! UGH. Dean IS strong enough! He will do whatever it takes, even if it means you hate him in the process.

I think its part of what makes Dean...Dean. He's the big brother, the one who raised Sam. He can't wake away, its just not who he is.

ifyouweremine May 8 2009, 04:40:14 UTC

This is going to sound sad, but I didn't really hate this episode, mostly because I think I've come to expect disappointment from this season. Like, yes I abhorred Ruby swooping in and turning Sam into a junkie again and driving him further from his brother and probably doing nasty skank things with him, but the show always does stupid shit like that lately and while it still riles me up I'm not as furious about it as I used to be, because all this year's fuckery has weakened my connection with Sam and Dean ( ... )

bigmamag May 8 2009, 04:51:06 UTC

I thought I was beyond caring, but I guess I'm angry because I had kind of a crappy day so that doesn't help. :/ I SO WANT CASTIEL AND DEAN TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER IN GAY ANGEL/HUMAN LOVE. I was so happy when Anna was gone. Like, I could have skipped through meadows and shit. I will be incoherent if Ruby is killed off. I think I will put that day on the calendar and celebrate by having a three day LJ party where we all get ritually naked and do all kinds of happy squee posts about how happy we are that the wicked bitch is dead and do random porn.

And SPEAKING OF PORN, Colin's cheekbones, OMG.

( ... )

allzugern May 8 2009, 11:03:14 UTC

Did not watch, will not be watching.

Sorry you had to go through that :-(

bigmamag May 8 2009, 20:52:38 UTC

*cuddles* It was PAINFUL. One more episode and I may be done unless they somehow manage to do something interesting in about 45 minutes. I don't have a lot of hope.

kros_21 May 8 2009, 20:20:22 UTC

you wanted Dean to leave Sam and you think Sam is a monster....
I think I need to feed you with some brotherly love videos because I'm loosing you here... XD
LOL

bigmamag May 8 2009, 20:56:10 UTC

*sigh* Well, Dean will never leave Sam. And if Sam isn't a monster, he's doing a good impression of one. And it just breaks my heart that it's always Sam leaving Dean. Just once I want Sam to realize that his brother won't be there. I hope Dean's declaration that Sam can never come back will be true for a while, but not forever. I want Sam to crash and burn and realize how he's behaving and I want Dean to save the world so he can be like, "Yeah, told you I could do it." I also hope Lilith dies soon so we can get to the part where they start fixing things. Argh.