What Did I Do To Deserve To Be Treated This Way?
For everything you put me through, I was still standing there when the dust settled. I let you back into my life when everyone said I shouldn't. When you started to crawl back I left an open arm. When you admitted you were wrong I said it was okay. I started to fall for you again when I was afraid to. I even decieded to put your ring back onto your left hand because it was how I truly felt. I did all this for you when everyone said I shouldn't, and when it was your turn to do something for me you decided to go right back to where we started and go out with your friends instead of spend time with me and finally when I said I loved you, you didn't believe me anymore. Thanks. Even though your not my girlfriend anymore you made me feel like you walked out on me yet again. As special as you make me feel at times, it always seems to backfire and you make me feel like I mean less to you than a piece of shit. God help me, this isn't fair anymore. I might not be a religious person, but where else do I turn anymore? What do I have to do to be happy? Why can't you do the things you say your going to and why can't you be the person you told me you were ready to be?