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This entry has no rhyme or reason. Just writing stuff from my ass right now.
I'm going to New York this weekend for Cornell's "Welcome Weekend". Really stoked about it. Looking forward to meeting people just like me with the same ambitions and goals. It'll be so exciting. I'm really looking forward to starting this new chapter in my life. So many emotions, it's hard to pinpoint exactly what I'm going to feel when I leave...if I will even feel anything? My family, of course, I will miss so dearly. Friends...yeah, for the most part I'll miss the majority of them. Some I can obviously do without. And some I can't live without.
I want to clarify one thing to everyone who reads this journal. I am who I am. Nothing and no one on this planet has the capability to change Jade. I have a specific mentality. I have my likes and my dislikes. My opinions and my emotions. Whether or not I want to do something is my call. No one elses. And anyone who disagrees with that has an apparent issue that needs to be addressed to my face. Don't throw a fit when I don't cater to your needs and entertain you at your convenience. I'm a grown ass woman with a different outlook on life than yours. You live for now. I live for my future.
By the way, totally random, but I fell in love a couple days ago at the Tampa General pharmacy. His name is Tino. Yum. Totally didn't talk to him. Chickened out. But that's cool.
On one more note, I think it's absolutely funny how nearly all the people I studied MCAT with and stressed with over medical school stuff have yet to say anything to me since hearing of my acceptance to Cornell. Like are you kidding? You don't even have the decency to congratulate me, let alone say hello? Am I being unreasonable here? Seriously, that shows someone's character big time. If it were any of them, I'd congratulate them in a heartbeat. Instances like this make me realize that "hey, this is truly a competitive field I'm going into"...there's no such thing as friends when you're academically at each others throats scrambling to the top.
What a shame.
I'm going to New York this weekend for Cornell's "Welcome Weekend". Really stoked about it. Looking forward to meeting people just like me with the same ambitions and goals. It'll be so exciting. I'm really looking forward to starting this new chapter in my life. So many emotions, it's hard to pinpoint exactly what I'm going to feel when I leave...if I will even feel anything? My family, of course, I will miss so dearly. Friends...yeah, for the most part I'll miss the majority of them. Some I can obviously do without. And some I can't live without.
I want to clarify one thing to everyone who reads this journal. I am who I am. Nothing and no one on this planet has the capability to change Jade. I have a specific mentality. I have my likes and my dislikes. My opinions and my emotions. Whether or not I want to do something is my call. No one elses. And anyone who disagrees with that has an apparent issue that needs to be addressed to my face. Don't throw a fit when I don't cater to your needs and entertain you at your convenience. I'm a grown ass woman with a different outlook on life than yours. You live for now. I live for my future.
By the way, totally random, but I fell in love a couple days ago at the Tampa General pharmacy. His name is Tino. Yum. Totally didn't talk to him. Chickened out. But that's cool.
On one more note, I think it's absolutely funny how nearly all the people I studied MCAT with and stressed with over medical school stuff have yet to say anything to me since hearing of my acceptance to Cornell. Like are you kidding? You don't even have the decency to congratulate me, let alone say hello? Am I being unreasonable here? Seriously, that shows someone's character big time. If it were any of them, I'd congratulate them in a heartbeat. Instances like this make me realize that "hey, this is truly a competitive field I'm going into"...there's no such thing as friends when you're academically at each others throats scrambling to the top.
What a shame.