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Well I got back from my visit last night.
and by the way....
Brian- I am so sorry I didnt get to call or hang out again on Sunday. I was so busy and running around all day and night.
anyway...
My visit was very good. I visited Christopher alot. I really miss home when just me and dad hang out. Or when I hang out with Christopher. Even more with me christopher and dad. Reminds me of old times. I love dad to death. Christopher and I understand Dad so much. Respect dad so much. Same morals and stuff about life. I cant wait to see them again.
I didnt even go to sleep on monday night. Me and tara went to a Playground and talked for like 3 hours and swang on the swings and talked about our problems and thoughts. It was so nice. I really miss high school because of that...thats the only reason I miss high school. Tara and I would have talking nights like those and its just like so relieving in a way. Its peaceful.
I cried when I said bye to tara at the airport :'(
It was sad.
I miss home alot but everytime I go back I think about how I feel like I couldnt go back and live there again. It hasnt felt like home since way before I left...and I find that really sad.
I picked up my books that were in today. I have a shitload. I have like 3 monstrous books to read for History that I wasnt even aware of. And like 3 or 4 books/ plays/ or shakespeare for Theater.
Dad said to pay for all of them but I feel really bad so the other 2 that arent in yet...they said I can pay with my own card(because alll the books I have now were 300 total and I still have a Chemistry book and lab book and a Health book on the way)...so I will do that...and I want to send dad a check. Well not even a check...I wish I could send him something and he would spend it on himself. Like a gift. I dont want to send him a check and turn around and pay like for someone elses stuff. I just want him to know that I am thankful. I sent him a message on the way to the airport saying he was the greatest and I had fun with him.
It is funny talking to christopher about dad and how we want the best for him.
I havent been on livejournal much lately. Or even really the computer much for that matter. But when I am I guess I check out Facebook and MYSpace more than livejournal. oh well.
Anyway I need to get ready for work...I have to be there at 5. Man do I want another Job. Christopher applied at the douglasville cracker barrel...but they had no positions open in the kitchen right now. EVERYWHERE is turning him down. And he is trying so hard to find someplace. I look up to him so much.
I need to go....jees.
and by the way....
Brian- I am so sorry I didnt get to call or hang out again on Sunday. I was so busy and running around all day and night.
anyway...
My visit was very good. I visited Christopher alot. I really miss home when just me and dad hang out. Or when I hang out with Christopher. Even more with me christopher and dad. Reminds me of old times. I love dad to death. Christopher and I understand Dad so much. Respect dad so much. Same morals and stuff about life. I cant wait to see them again.
I didnt even go to sleep on monday night. Me and tara went to a Playground and talked for like 3 hours and swang on the swings and talked about our problems and thoughts. It was so nice. I really miss high school because of that...thats the only reason I miss high school. Tara and I would have talking nights like those and its just like so relieving in a way. Its peaceful.
I cried when I said bye to tara at the airport :'(
It was sad.
I miss home alot but everytime I go back I think about how I feel like I couldnt go back and live there again. It hasnt felt like home since way before I left...and I find that really sad.
I picked up my books that were in today. I have a shitload. I have like 3 monstrous books to read for History that I wasnt even aware of. And like 3 or 4 books/ plays/ or shakespeare for Theater.
Dad said to pay for all of them but I feel really bad so the other 2 that arent in yet...they said I can pay with my own card(because alll the books I have now were 300 total and I still have a Chemistry book and lab book and a Health book on the way)...so I will do that...and I want to send dad a check. Well not even a check...I wish I could send him something and he would spend it on himself. Like a gift. I dont want to send him a check and turn around and pay like for someone elses stuff. I just want him to know that I am thankful. I sent him a message on the way to the airport saying he was the greatest and I had fun with him.
It is funny talking to christopher about dad and how we want the best for him.
I havent been on livejournal much lately. Or even really the computer much for that matter. But when I am I guess I check out Facebook and MYSpace more than livejournal. oh well.
Anyway I need to get ready for work...I have to be there at 5. Man do I want another Job. Christopher applied at the douglasville cracker barrel...but they had no positions open in the kitchen right now. EVERYWHERE is turning him down. And he is trying so hard to find someplace. I look up to him so much.
I need to go....jees.