(no subject)
If you'll excuse me I'd like to take this chance to do several things.
First, I'd like to say fuck off, to anyone who judges someone without first judging themselves. I gaurantee, you'll stop short of detramental words for your fellow man before you're done coming to terms with your own skeletons. That goes for all of you.
Second, we all make mistakes, and when young and in love mistakes are found with ease by anyone who doesn't take extreme care or have a disposition toward being selfless (and so few do).
And finaly, I love you all, I love my friends.. but please, stop fucking fighting each other, you all do dumb shit and it's just not worth making friendships and tearing them down again so they forever remain brittle. Every single one of you have done things I would never dream of, and yes, I've made mistakes too. But I pay the price, I make my apologies I CHANGE to repair the problems so that my friends are happy with me and who I am to them. I care so fucking much about all of you, and I will no longer sit here quietly and watch you tear each others flesh off. I always feel like the outsider because you people are always so wraped up in your squables that I go unnoticed, if nothing else, but because I myself am not a part of them. You're hurting each other, you're hurting yourselves, and you're hurting me.
I'm done.
-g'night
First, I'd like to say fuck off, to anyone who judges someone without first judging themselves. I gaurantee, you'll stop short of detramental words for your fellow man before you're done coming to terms with your own skeletons. That goes for all of you.
Second, we all make mistakes, and when young and in love mistakes are found with ease by anyone who doesn't take extreme care or have a disposition toward being selfless (and so few do).
And finaly, I love you all, I love my friends.. but please, stop fucking fighting each other, you all do dumb shit and it's just not worth making friendships and tearing them down again so they forever remain brittle. Every single one of you have done things I would never dream of, and yes, I've made mistakes too. But I pay the price, I make my apologies I CHANGE to repair the problems so that my friends are happy with me and who I am to them. I care so fucking much about all of you, and I will no longer sit here quietly and watch you tear each others flesh off. I always feel like the outsider because you people are always so wraped up in your squables that I go unnoticed, if nothing else, but because I myself am not a part of them. You're hurting each other, you're hurting yourselves, and you're hurting me.
I'm done.
-g'night