What is love???
What is love? what is it really? is it a tangible thing. Can it be counted, traded, sold, or destroyed? Really? Is it worth anything? You tell me? I want your opinion. Apparently it IS a tangible thing.. to be thrown away at a seconds notice. Apparantly it means more to some people then to others. Some value it, some waste it. Its sad really. I have love, more than i even thought possible. The majority of it towards one person. But unfortunately for me, she could care less. Maybe its just me, maybe it happens to everyone, i dont really know. I dont know a whole lot right now. I dont really care about much right now.. and certainly not myself. Maybe one say someone else will care about me, and then I can care about myself.. but somehow that doesnt appear to be a possibility. Cuz im not worthy of love. And even when i find it... it doesnt matter cuz what I want means nothing. I dont understand that either. Maybe im stupid, maybe im immature, hell maybe im just a peice of shit like ive been treated my whole life.. i really dont know.. and right now.. its doesnt even matter. Only ONE person truly mattered to me, and she is trying her damndest to make it clear I dont mean shit to her.