Feb 08, 2010 17:32
so its been a while. my life has been taken over by an addiction called Aquarius. we have filled the bass line 3 times now and its finally set. we are marching 7, 3, and 5. our pit is growing. and as of this past weekend we got the first 3 movements on the floor. it has been a long road to this point with much agrivation and stress. but with that i know a good product will come. there are some things(people) i would like to change but we need a key master. maybe next year we will have a different key master and less drama. this part of my life is now full. i am happy to be part of something where the staff considures me part of the staff. it really makes me at home when questions are asked. and when i have opinions they are herd. i need to be payed next year. i need atleast gas money. it is to hard trying to survive on no handouts.
i started a job with a big company. the other night was the first time i worked it. it was a teardown for john meyer. i missed working the superbowl and superbowl concerts and parties. because i was teching. this cups is empty and hopefull. i want everything in me to be more involved.
starbucks is my demise. the stranglehold of my existance. the reason i can live but the reason for prevention for furthering a career.
my relationship is doing well considuring that im never around to be there for my girlfriend.
i havent been to the talentfarm to work in over a month. in some ways this is what i needed. a breath from the talent farm. in other ways i miss the few extra gas miles.
boltneck hasnt done anything in a week or so. individually we are all to busy for each other. not negative. just busy trying to live. i want to get this cd done. and play shows.
i need to get out of this house. i cant live with anyone random. i have to many personal belonging. im about to move out on my own and have a harder time surviving. i think ill give myself one more year.