Sucky Ass
I just saw "Chasing Liberty" with Amber tonight, it's a romantic comedy with Mandy Moore. And I've realized that while I may have a pretty good life all around, I have yet to find someone that will complete me. It feels like I keep preserving this piece of my heart for that someone to come along and completely take hold of me and captivate me and will comepletely be my other half and me be his. I know it's just a movie, but when I see things that remind me of myself, I think about things. I reconsider things. Every relationship, if you can call these sorry excuses for men qualifications for a relationship, (lets call them encounters) has been terrible and hurtful. I have had to turn my feelings into cold human reactions and transform my broken heart into a grey solid rock. Oh well, life I guess. I'm just tired of being alone. It sucks, really. I just don't see my love life turning bright in the near future, or ever for that matter. Someone find me a Prince Charming.