Feeling Lonely...
I'm better at this moment but over the past 2-3 weeks I've had days where I felt very lonely and empty.
No, it does not mean I need an imaginary sky friend in my life, dammit. :/
I think it's because, I swear to god, everyone I seem to know and are aquainted with on a daily basis are in extremly happy relationships and are madly in love. I have no idea how long those people will be madly in love, and how long the relationship will last, or if they'll break up later, but most of these people are younger than me to some degree, so it almost looks like puppy love.
In any case I guess I'm just sad I don't feel that way about anyone else. Sure there's plenty of people I care about, but not "like that". So I think my strong depression is just due to not loving strongly or caring strongly for anyone.
And considering I haven't been in love in years I wonder if it will ever happen, at all. Or will I be destined to not be in love or be in relationships where I like the person but not that much.
I am of a person who does not believe in love at first sight, only lust at first sight (which happens to me quite a bit), and I believe that love comes with time.
No, it does not mean I need an imaginary sky friend in my life, dammit. :/
I think it's because, I swear to god, everyone I seem to know and are aquainted with on a daily basis are in extremly happy relationships and are madly in love. I have no idea how long those people will be madly in love, and how long the relationship will last, or if they'll break up later, but most of these people are younger than me to some degree, so it almost looks like puppy love.
In any case I guess I'm just sad I don't feel that way about anyone else. Sure there's plenty of people I care about, but not "like that". So I think my strong depression is just due to not loving strongly or caring strongly for anyone.
And considering I haven't been in love in years I wonder if it will ever happen, at all. Or will I be destined to not be in love or be in relationships where I like the person but not that much.
I am of a person who does not believe in love at first sight, only lust at first sight (which happens to me quite a bit), and I believe that love comes with time.