My Degrading
So I haven't updated in who know's how long.
I have been really busy most of the summer and having a great time. I am working on getting my Europe journal published on this site and that is going to be one long ass entry.
This summer I went to Europe which was feakin amazing, got a car, got my license, turned 16, became low brass section leader, had a great time at band camp, had a great time with blue lake, and with friends here, pretty much a great summer, more than any other kid could ask for. Band camp my Junior year was pretty awesome, I cried a lot, more than some of the seniors.
So basically today I painted and then got gas and then went to best buy and looked at CD players for my car. I got home and started to work on low brass stuff. I was working on the low brass phone list and needed Sarah Mclean's number. So I got online and asked Jenna for Sarah's number. Jenna was rushing because she was going swimming and she gave me a number, so I called it and someone answered that I didn't recognize. I asked if Sarah was there and they said yes and then the said you know what Josh... and then they basiaclly degraded me to the core, bascailly ripped me to pieces, I was stunned and speechless I didn't know what to say I just continued listening and it was like someone beating me over the head eith a baseball bat over and over again. I guess I'm a piece of shit and have no heart, oh wait but I do and it's very very small and it's under layers and layers of fat. I could go on but I won't because it will just make me cry and contemplate stuff. So I hung up in the middle of their degrading speech. I then talked to Sarah online and she said it was Jon's number that I called. So about ten minutes later Jon tried calling and I didn't pick up, he called again and I answered and said you can stop bothering to call and hung up, he then called again and I just gave it to my Mom, he told her that he was sorry and she said she would pass on the message. I then told her what happened and what he had said, and she was like I wouldn't talk to him either. So basically like I said in my away message, I guess I'll be the mean asshole and sit at home all week while everybody else has fun and I'll just sit at home like the piece of shit I am. Again thanks Jenna for the number, I hope you feel great in knowing you helped to degrade me, it's the last thing I expected from a true friend. And Jon, thank you for making me feel like I should just kill myself now and that I should go burn and rot in hell. Hope everybody had fun tonight, whether it was hanging with friends or degrading Josh, whatever makes you feel like a better person in the morning.
I am the lowest piece of shit there is.
No love for anyone... That's all from Around the Horn.
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