i dont know what to say.
yesterday we had a storm that was supposed to hit us here at spring hill..well appartently those fucks were wrong. what happened on my end was that i did not want to stay at my house due to the failer of its foundation. instead i wanted to go to my friends joshs house or to my friend justins house. i call both and said that i might be coming over and joining them for the night..well instead of any of that happening me and my family went to gainsville and stayed in a hotel for the night..well i get back home today and ther are messages on my phone, all from justins house. three different peep called and asked where i was. well i called them back today and told them that i went to gainsville and our electric was off due to the storm..so i could not call. well i finaly got a hold of her and she said that she has a question for me...so i was like sure...in response to that she fucking flipped out and was like never call my phone again and other shit..then i was online and this bitch fucking comes online and fucking yells at me and shit..telling me that she hopes that i jump off a bridge or commit suicide and shit and was telling me fuck you over and over again. in closing she said that she hopes to never see me again and does not wish to see me again...FUCK THAT BITCH FUCK EVERYONE..then to top it all of my fucking cousine lies to me tonight by telling me that there will only be her and a friend (girl) and when i went to pick her up there were two fags there.. she proseted to tell me that oh my friend did not know that they were gong to be there...fuck you you little fucking cunt..you are going to get raped one day and no one will be there... THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH THAT I CAN TAKE AND ONLY SO MUCH THAT I WILL PUT UP WITH TILL THE END COMES....When it comes to heather, fuck her, she has done this shit to me before. im not fucking her nor am i dating her..so just like i said..fuck her. GOD sometimes i just want to run out in the middle of the city and just fucking scream at the top of my lungs until i run out of breath...people drive me to that point almost every day. i just need to get away and stay away..
My ex, which has become the star of most of my post on here, has returned for more torment..she writes me, emails me, and calls me and will not stop. all she does is try to get us back together..but all i hear and read is blah blah blah im a dirty fucking cock sucking ass liking slut...FUCK YOU.. FUCK YOU FOR HURTING ME LIKE YOU DID, FUCK YOU FOR FOREVER PLAUGING ME AT EVERYTHING I DO...FUCK YOU FOR RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE...GOD JUST FUCKING DIE!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....this is just so much fucking bullshit...does anyone else feel the way i do? does anyone else have the pain that i get.Every fucking girl that i really like ends up either standing me up or fucking with my head and shit..god am i supposed to be alone for the rest of my fucking life?? i mean honestly..god fucking damn this shit..why the fuck do you want to fuck with my life....FUCK.
Well on the lighter side of things i turn 18 this month...woopdy fucking doo. I am not having a party because even if i do have a party no one will fucking go. except josh and that is about it...Everyone is like oh tim if you have a party i will go..go fuck yourself, dont fucking lie to me like that..i know you wont show up and you know it to so step off bitches..You know sometimes i wonder what the world would be like if i never existed...well my dad and my mom prop would be together still, my middle sister prop would of graduated from high school, josh would prop be happier, and the team would not have to deal with this fucking stupid little child...
I end this with a bye and have a wonder fucking night.......i know i wont enjoy mine..FUCK!!!!