long lost
wish i could find my friend siobhan. she is lost to me i think. even the joy of myspace cannot bring us together again. i wish i knew where she ended up.
i have this insane need to find all the pieces of my life that just fell away into oblivion forgotten for years or buried for a good reason. my unravelling of the mystery that is my mind has me peeling back layers like onions. finding the source of where things started with me is really important right now.
why do i like what i like? why do i fear what i fear? why am i scarred the way i am scarred? i am ready to let go of so much of my crap at this stage of my life but my journey forward is starting with a journey backwards into my past.
why have i been running from everyone i used to know? why did i just forget that some people used to be important to me?
why why why? soooooooooooooooooo many questions
i have this insane need to find all the pieces of my life that just fell away into oblivion forgotten for years or buried for a good reason. my unravelling of the mystery that is my mind has me peeling back layers like onions. finding the source of where things started with me is really important right now.
why do i like what i like? why do i fear what i fear? why am i scarred the way i am scarred? i am ready to let go of so much of my crap at this stage of my life but my journey forward is starting with a journey backwards into my past.
why have i been running from everyone i used to know? why did i just forget that some people used to be important to me?
why why why? soooooooooooooooooo many questions