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So lifes been pretty fucked up lately. Ive been like a walking time bomb and at any moment im set to go off. I guess thats what happens when you hold so much in for so long. I hate people who lie. I almost beat the shit out of a kid last night because he lied straight to my face about some seriously fucked up shit. And when i say i almost beat the shit out of him, i mean it. If ONE person hadnt have stopped me, i was ready to explode. I hate knowing that everyones going back to school in 2 weeks and this year, im staying home. I hate knowing that Jenna's going back to Western in a week and a half... I dunno who im gonna call when i need to talk to someone, or when im having a rough day whos gonna come see me, or whos gonna go out and run errands with me. She's my best (girl) friend in the world and i hate knowing shes leaving. I hate not being able to get what i want. I feel like a spoiled child lately, who stomps his feet on the ground and screams in the middle of the toy store when mommy wont buy him a new G.I. Joe. Thats how ive felt lately. Like im not getting anything i want. Maybe im just asking too much. But thinkin about it, i dont think im asking much at all. My dad is still moved outta the house, my mom works everyday, my sister works everyday and then leaves for missouri in two weeks. My brother and i havent talked in a week or more and he's never around cause he hates my family. All of my friends except for about 4 or 5 of em, are driving me nuts and i really dont feel like i have anyone to turn to anymore. After all of that, im not even satisfied, im actually EXPECTING MORE. I know the hits are just gonna keep coming and i dunno what i do when one more things goes to shit. I dont even know why i typed this entry. Probably cause im home and have nothing to do. My AC is broken in my house and im sweating my mother fuckin balls off. I dont have anywhere to go or anything to do, so whatever..... here i sit updating an old journal which nobody reads nor takes seriously. But hey whatever....
ON A POSITIVE NOTE.... THE ONLY POSITIVE NOTE....
I just picked up 2 jobs in 2 days. This is fantastic because ill be making a buttload of money, but i will have no life.... And it will definatley cut down on my plan for visiting all my friends going away this year..... not gonna have too much time for that im afraid.....
One last thing....
This Friday, if you happen to be driving down Hall Rd. after you get past Hayes, around 9:30 - 10:00 PM you just might see something really really really funny. And if you miss it, just come to Starbucks around 10:30.....
hehehe, this weeks theme night is gonna rock.....
ON A POSITIVE NOTE.... THE ONLY POSITIVE NOTE....
I just picked up 2 jobs in 2 days. This is fantastic because ill be making a buttload of money, but i will have no life.... And it will definatley cut down on my plan for visiting all my friends going away this year..... not gonna have too much time for that im afraid.....
One last thing....
This Friday, if you happen to be driving down Hall Rd. after you get past Hayes, around 9:30 - 10:00 PM you just might see something really really really funny. And if you miss it, just come to Starbucks around 10:30.....
hehehe, this weeks theme night is gonna rock.....