so, my birthday is coming up soon. i'll be 21 which means i'm like "really" an adult. The only next thing to look forward to is when i turn 25 and my car insurance goes down
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Kazlita. We always care, I always care. One of my first thoughts was how was I going to tell you I may go back to Vermont. You and I became really close these past few months, and I don't want you to think I'm throwing it away. For the past two years I've had these inner demons of sorts, and then all the bullshit started occuring. And I didn't know what to do with my life. I was in limbo for so long, I wasn't sure how I'd get out. I thought that out was OSU, and Columbus. But I don't think it is anymore.
Please don't think that we're all abandoning you. It's coming to that point in life where people start to branch off from each other. I don't think it's forever. Or even close to that. But we're all still trying to find ourselves in different ways.
And I'm sure that last paragraph isn't all directed at me, but I know part of it is. I know I have a different view than most, in that I do try to accept other people and embrace differences. The reason I tell you that I think you're being mean, is because of that old stupid saying about being silent when you hear that stuff is worse than saying it. I feel like we're all close enough as friends that I can tell you when you're being mean, and you can tell me I'm being a bitch. And I'm sorry that's your defense mechanism. I hope I'm not one of those people always taking and taking, but if I am, please let me know.
Even if I do go to Vermont, which is becoming more likely with each passing day, we shall play WOW together almost everyday! And I will try harder to keep in touch.
And I know you aren't where you wanted to be, at this stage in your life. But there is always time for change. You just have to believe in yourself. I believe in you Kaztastic! And I loooooove you! I'll see you soon!
lol, this post just turned into a mega-emo fest. i love it. (that paragraph was mostly about kyle so don't worry about it hahahaha) and....once you get to 70, you can join the new guild with leonard and we'll go lay waste to the wretched and clease the darkness from the world....and get some phat loot. yay
Please don't think that we're all abandoning you. It's coming to that point in life where people start to branch off from each other. I don't think it's forever. Or even close to that. But we're all still trying to find ourselves in different ways.
And I'm sure that last paragraph isn't all directed at me, but I know part of it is. I know I have a different view than most, in that I do try to accept other people and embrace differences. The reason I tell you that I think you're being mean, is because of that old stupid saying about being silent when you hear that stuff is worse than saying it. I feel like we're all close enough as friends that I can tell you when you're being mean, and you can tell me I'm being a bitch. And I'm sorry that's your defense mechanism. I hope I'm not one of those people always taking and taking, but if I am, please let me know.
Even if I do go to Vermont, which is becoming more likely with each passing day, we shall play WOW together almost everyday! And I will try harder to keep in touch.
And I know you aren't where you wanted to be, at this stage in your life. But there is always time for change. You just have to believe in yourself. I believe in you Kaztastic! And I loooooove you! I'll see you soon!
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