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May 02, 2005 16:43

well i guess things have really changed.. i look back to the days when i wished i was more like you.. now i see myself trying to hide people from who u really are. you're not you. where have u gone? the days where you were the star cross country runner are gone. all motivation to go to college and attend UF has vanished. i thought about it all as i ( Read more... )

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smile_iloveu May 3 2005, 00:33:12 UTC
i THINK i know who you're talking about ... ?
& if i do, then i'm sorry.
i hope things work out. im here to
talk if anything.

<3

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Nothing Endures but Chan cocoprincess May 3 2005, 00:36:43 UTC
im still in utter shock..how a person can go from being an honor roll student...awesome friend...passionate about making something out of herself.to abosuletly nothing...shes hurting herself..but in addition..others around her..and yet i cant stand to be helpless without being able to do something about it..i cried my eyes out today when i got home.thats the only way i knew to deal with it..cry..liz was right..it helps ease the pain..because i got it all out..Change is a process..it happens overtime.it basically involves confronting the obstacles that one encounters..which in this case are many..and i just wish she would realize that already..i guess all we can do..is continue to pray to God that she will turn her life around before its too late..and we will continue to be there for her..and just never leave her side..ever..because in the end..not only is this her obstacle..but its essentially ours...

thank God we have each other to lean on tho during this process..love you always

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Nothing Endures but Change cocoprincess May 3 2005, 00:37:06 UTC
im still in utter shock..how a person can go from being an honor roll student...awesome friend...passionate about making something out of herself.to abosuletly nothing...shes hurting herself..but in addition..others around her..and yet i cant stand to be helpless without being able to do something about it..i cried my eyes out today when i got home.thats the only way i knew to deal with it..cry..liz was right..it helps ease the pain..because i got it all out..Change is a process..it happens overtime.it basically involves confronting the obstacles that one encounters..which in this case are many..and i just wish she would realize that already..i guess all we can do..is continue to pray to God that she will turn her life around before its too late..and we will continue to be there for her..and just never leave her side..ever..because in the end..not only is this her obstacle..but its essentially ours...

thank God we have each other to lean on tho during this process..love you always

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big_tatas May 3 2005, 00:54:39 UTC
thank you christy... your prolly thinkin pothead carlos.. but hahah no its worse than that. carlos is just a lil burnout. poor him hahahhaa but not this is about a friend whos seriously lost herself. thanks for all the concern. love you.

amanda... i guess ur right. but man. fuck the world. fuck obstacles for getting in our way. im so angry at everything for no reason.. wait.. no.. there is a reason. fucking drugs... thanks for the lesson of truth. im here with you... through it all for her and for all of us.

<33

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liiz32x May 3 2005, 03:22:48 UTC
LADIES! the loves of my life - (besides trygvvi ofcourse) :).. lol.. i love you both dearly.. like no other.. and because we are three strong beautiful, sexy, unslutty, great young ladies- WE SHALL OVERCOME THEE> we came_we saw_we conquered. in other words= we came, saw-disliked, and now all we can do is hope and pray for it all to work out in the end. Mustn't give up. even though it seems hopeless right now, in the end we love her and we have to try to do something until the end. NO MATTER WHAT.
remember all our goodtimes :)-@ beach kris...sleepovers @ her house :)...amanda do you remember-"tickle me" lol.. omg s0o0o0 funny. "i'll sleep alone.. i dont need to be tickled thank you." said she. haha.. i love it!
don't lose hope...we shall be here for her when shes ready to come back-this is when she needs us most. :)_don't forget to smile.
when it all ends!- CELEBRATE WE WILL-BECAUSE LIFE IS TOO SHORT!

I LOVE YOU LADIES MUCHO MUCHO.

"we ride together,we die together" lol- sorry totally cheesy but u gotta love me. :D
<33

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iheartmafe May 3 2005, 04:11:43 UTC
kris, i know what you're going through... i mean. i was with a drug addicted person for like 9 months. and i know you're not talking about carlos but the principle remains the same. if you need help with anything, you know where to find me. <3. much love, gorgeous.
- deda.

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sassafrasquatch May 3 2005, 05:34:07 UTC
hey im not sure whats going on but know that im here if you want to talk about anything

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