6 days to go
In 6 days I will be 48 yrs old. This has been a very hard year for me. First I have been very sick almost to the point that I was in 98. Been very afraid that I'm going to die. When I was a fool to be on house roof, and I fall off 20 feet is a long way down.. When two heart attacks. And now I can't see very well. I'm glad that my one reader is out of the hospital and is doing better. I think I will leave a note that when I die that she can have all my pump supplies. I will be working on helping my sister and GF get thru some of the problems they are having with things that happen when they were young, I know that it will cause me problems... I'm already having bad dreams, will be seeing doc next week and ask for new or more drugs to help. Sad thing is it is not my problem but theirs that is causing me problems. I need to go on a roadtrip to go see friends to live life again.