SPN fic: Dazzleland 10/10

[big_pink]

Chapter 10/Over, Over, Over

Destination: Niagara Falls, of course. Gen, PG-13. Complete. Horror/drama. A smidgen of angst. A big freakin’ smidgen of angst.

Travel Advisory: High body count. Blood. General wretchedness. Unforgivably wordy.

Cabin Crew: I never leave home without them -- jmm0001and Lemmypie. They make sure I have the right

Comments

10/10

[ewanmax]

I've checked every morning with my first cup of coffee and then moved on, knowing you'd said you would be busy, but trying anyway. So, when I came home today and checked and saw 10 posted, I just sort of sat, knowing it was there (yes!!!!), but knowing it was the last chapter (shit) and just wanting to savor the have it, haven't read it yet moment, before I calculated the time I would need to suck it down before I had to leave and then,
I read it.

Had to leave before I could comment, but I'm back now and here I go:
I spent a lot of it completely pissed at Sam, I hate those people that complicate everything by saying "NO, don't", when just blowing the assholes head off would serve mankind better, because usually they just end up getting more people killed.
I couldn't bear Billy pulling Dean's pain out into the open and pretty much it just hurt down deep in the pit of my stomach. And of course because justice is so not about right, Billy wasn't going to pay for any of it.
And...the thought of those four years, still makes me angry at John (because Dean was his keeper just as much as he was Sam's) and Sam because although I know he had every right to leave and should have, it left Dean completely and utterly broken.
So, thank you for so thoroughly breaking my heart, for doing such a wonderful job of giving Dean his due, for adding another layer to the Sam and Dean story and for never disappointing me, which wasn't what you set out to do maybe, but you did it none the less.
I'm gonna keep checking, okay?
Colleen

Re: 10/10

[big_pink]

OMFG. That kitten in your icon is so GREAT. Dear god.

You've shown great restraint, drinking coffee slowly, knowing it was there. I myself? No restraint whatsoever. That's why I can't just write the whole thing and THEN post it. I get too antsy (just ask the betas, they'll tell you)

It's interesting that people have such different readings of what John's about and how he acts with his boys and they to him and each other. It goes to show that we take our own meanings from things, which I think is very healthy. I'm angry with John, too, but I also am getting closer to understanding him, I hope. Not that fanfic ought to be a therapeutic exercise -- bit of an imposition on the reader, in my opinion -- but I think I start to gain more understanding of human nature as I go. It's therefore my great pleasure to be doing it -- I'm just stunned that other people want to read it.

Cheers, Liz