May 17, 2007 01:02
In astronomy we're talking about specific and general relativity. Joy. It's really confusing me.
Today's been a mixed bag of emotions.
I've gotten most of my homework done with nothing really major due soon.
I slept 15 hours last night and was actually able to get an hour before class. Seems like the first time since fall term that I've been able to do that.
I was placed on housing staff for next year. I'm in Carson/Earl. That should be exciting. Everyone from our hall was either placed or put into the alternate pool. That's pretty cool. It was surprising that six people from our hall made it into the class and it's even more surprising that all six were either offered jobs or became alternates.
I bought some more comic books today. The last issue of Uncanny X-Men "Rise and Fall of the Shi-Ar Empire" marks my one year anniversary as a comic book reader and Ultimate X-Men #82.
3/4 of the astronomy class didn't show so we had a pop quiz. Ha ha for extra credit.
I kicked some ass in fencing. And we were filmed for a promotional video being done by the SRC. We gave them a good swashbuckely round of sabre to put in the video.
Now I'm sitting here feeling sad and lonely. I'm in a bit of a bind 'cause I don't know if I should move on or wait to see if we have a chance to get back together. I'm really not sure. Since I'm off the old medication my libido has returned and sometimes it's just like "lets go down and get this over with". It drives me crazy.
The medication gets rid of the pain and turmoil in my brain but it can't kill the pain in my heart.
I feel deprived of meaningful physical contact. I want to be touched, held, hugged, kissed, ect. I'm really tired of being jealous of couples I see on campus. I don't know what my problem is.
Not looking like it's gonna be an exciting weekend. Was supposed to go to the Rain City Open but we decided it wasn't worth going to. So I'll probably end up doing a bunch of stuff by myself. Reading comics, playing video games, going to see 28 Weeks Later buying a new fish, going to the art museum for an art project.
I'm so tired of being alone but I don't do anything about it.
"Highball!"
-Homestar