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OMGGG!!!!!!(oh my goodness, golly, gee) no words can express my feelings right now!!!!!! i'm soooo giddy!!!!! and it happened last night at 11:30pm!!!!! i love him i love him i love him i love him!!!!!!!! i can't say those words enough!!!!!!!! he does the sweetest things!!!!!! i can't wait to marry him!!!!!!! okay, so let me explain why i'm soo happy! last night i was over at blake's house after work doing homework. he was in the living with his parents watching tv and bummed that i had to do homework and stuck on the computer pretty much the whole night, so he came into his room, turned on simpsons, layed down and went to sleep. i got done with my homework around 9pm and then crawled into bed with him. i was actually watching the tv while he snored beside me. he wasn't loud snoring like he does sometimes, just the quiet heavy breathing. he's so cute to watch cuz he's so peaceful looking when he sleeps. anyways. about 9:30 i had to leave him. i could tell he wasn't totally there when i left cuz when i gave him a kiss and told him goodbye he just kinda looked at me, made a little noise, said i love you and goodbye, and then went back to sleep. when i got home i called him to tell i got home okay, and then he went back to sleep. i stayed up and watched ghost hunters with my parents and then a little bit of pretty woman. i started to get ancy so i went upstairs to bed. when i got up there i heard my phone ring and saw that i had a text message from him saying "i love you!!" i texted him back saying "i love you too!" and then just kinda played around with the features on it. but while i was doing that, i guess he tried calling but it just went to voice mail. when i checked it there was the sweetest message ever!!!!! summarized it read as follows: "hey steph, i just wanted to call and say i love you. i can't sleep and was sitting here thinking about you. i know i haven't been there for you lately, but just know that i'm there for you. don't get down on yourself. i love you. you're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. i love you and sweet dreams." i got done listening to that and almost started crying. is he not the sweetest thing!!!!!! if that doesn't show his love i don't know what does. how many other guys would call their g/f in the middle of the night to say they love her. just randomly. i thought it was really sweet. i called right back, and he was like "come back!!! i was sleeping fine until you left. you need to come back so i can get to sleep!!" i was like aww....he called me this morning and said that he didn't sleep well at all last night, i didn't either. we were thinking about each other too much. hehe. is that possible? but yeah. i just thought i'd share that. i thought it was really cute.