Time for this again I guess

May 12, 2009 00:34

 I once again have to update this because my head is swirling around with crazy shit.

School is finally out.  I am so glad.  I could not keep going much long with that crap.  So glad to be in a real school taking classes that will actually give me skills to increase music writing ability.  God I am sick of schooling and just wish I could get out into the real world and make the impression that I want to.

It is once again around that time when I think back about all the things I have been doing the past however many years and how far I as a person have come.  And everytime I look back at myself I get all nostaglic and kinda depressed yet relieved haha.  I have bounced around all over the place, being at BW, then tims, then with billy, back home, and now out here with Rob at TCC, soon to be odu.  I thought I would never be able to get back into music when I left BW, yet I have a 1000 dollar scholarship for ODU starting next semester playing tuba in the orchestra.  I feel like things are finally coming together.

But I still feel like my shit is all over the place.  I am starting a new job with marissa some time soon, probably start training next week.  Car hopping at sonic.  The money is tight and I wish I could find a nice decent job that looks good on my resume but the job market sucks ass these days.  It is just annoying these days that I can't find a good decent paying job.  Oh well.

Everything is doing alright I guess.  DDR sucks and ITG is sweet.  I hate greenbrier mall, fuck namco pads.  Going to rocky mount on friday for dedicab.  Leaving friday morning and coming back saturday afternoon.  Chilling with andyfreak on thursday.  Should be fun.
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