May 12, 2009 00:34
I once again have to update this because my head is swirling around with crazy shit.
School is finally out. I am so glad. I could not keep going much long with that crap. So glad to be in a real school taking classes that will actually give me skills to increase music writing ability. God I am sick of schooling and just wish I could get out into the real world and make the impression that I want to.
It is once again around that time when I think back about all the things I have been doing the past however many years and how far I as a person have come. And everytime I look back at myself I get all nostaglic and kinda depressed yet relieved haha. I have bounced around all over the place, being at BW, then tims, then with billy, back home, and now out here with Rob at TCC, soon to be odu. I thought I would never be able to get back into music when I left BW, yet I have a 1000 dollar scholarship for ODU starting next semester playing tuba in the orchestra. I feel like things are finally coming together.
But I still feel like my shit is all over the place. I am starting a new job with marissa some time soon, probably start training next week. Car hopping at sonic. The money is tight and I wish I could find a nice decent job that looks good on my resume but the job market sucks ass these days. It is just annoying these days that I can't find a good decent paying job. Oh well.
Everything is doing alright I guess. DDR sucks and ITG is sweet. I hate greenbrier mall, fuck namco pads. Going to rocky mount on friday for dedicab. Leaving friday morning and coming back saturday afternoon. Chilling with andyfreak on thursday. Should be fun.