Apr 29, 2009 01:41
I am so stressed out right now that I don't think I will be sleeping at all tonight even though I really need it. I have a chemistry test tomorrow that I am probably not going to do too hot on. My brain just can't handle anymore of this crap. I can't focus and I am totally over it at this point. I actually try for once to sit down and studying and I just can't comprehend anything and it is super annoying. I probably have an awful grade in chemistry and there is nothing I can do about it at this point. Whatever.
I have my ODU music audition tomorrow and I feel like it is going to be the worst piece of shit ever. I know it really won't because I somehow have been managing to play decently half the time. I am still all allergied up and my breathing is really poor because of me being sick so long and its been affecting all my shit. I guess we will find out how it is going to go. I never get nervous for this sort of thing but right now its lurking in my mind.
I am broke ass poor. Rob just had to buy me a new car battery. I have probably about 60 dollars worth of meds to purchase probably tomorrow I am thinking plus the money for the derm appointment which was 50 bucks. I need my tax rebate to come. At least now my car has legal windows so I can't get pulled over and ticketed for my stupid cinci tint.
Made a couple new friends at the arcade so that is pretty cool. Team Arrow Plane rocking canada hardcore. Though I guess we are getting a new name haha. We like to beast on namco pads and play 13s hahahahaha.
I am just over all the crap the past few weeks. I need a new job and I have been looking but then I was interrupted with my car problems. Life is just kicking me in the face right now.