Depression Bites
Things are going ok. I'm stressed about work and what to do with myself in general. Things are going well with T. I just can't seem to stop freaking out and crying about stuff. Maybe having something really great happen to me that has been better than I imagined it could be has paralyzed me with fear of losing it. I am not feeling very zen these days. I have not been taking very good care of myself. Drinking too much, not taking vitamins, not eating well, not sleeping enough, slacking off on everything. Ugh. I hear this little voice in my head going "get it together Parker, or you're going to fuck it up..." Double Ugh. Thankfully my girlfriend is awesome and will not dump me just because I have started hearing little voices that make me cry. Also, she's totally worth working really hard to be better for.