Update

Jan 31, 2007 04:22

It's been a while since I've updated this.  A lot is going on in my life right now... most of which I don't have the energy to even attempt explaining.

I spend a lot of time listening to the radio now ... and watching very little television.  A song lately has been sticking out in my mind that I can't stop singing to myself.  Most of you will recognize it.  If you don't, download it.

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

So, I guess thats about it.  For those that are still in close contact with me know atleast a little bit of whats going on.  Others, I wouldn't mind hearing from you now and again.

Life is busy and gets overwhelming... but we must never forget to slow down and rest.  Like the proverb says... "Stop to smell the roses..."

-Matt
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