May 08, 2005 22:03
Sup kids..
God I feel so ashamed of myself.. This weekend I didn't do shit except get high, play video games and eat like a fat ass.. I was just so exhausted after this past week I was to tired to work out or do anything productive.. I just wanted to cut loose on my 2 days off.. I did go out and buy myself a pair of chucks.. I was pretty happy bout that.. My first new pair of shoes in 4 years.. I was so happy I laced them up and put them on before I left the parking lot.. I'm such a loser and get happy so easily.. I don't think anyone has got so happy over a pair of chucks.. Anyway this next week I don't think will be so bad.. I work 5 days this week but they are broken down into smaller shifts so I should be able to find time to workout either before or after work.. This past week I only worked out twice.. I'm not that sad bout it cuz even after eating like a fattie and being a bum this weekend I'm still 3 lbs. lighter than I was last week.. How I don't know.. I think I need to pay more attention to my diet cuz I must not be eating enough or it could just be cuz I'm on my feet so much now.. I pissed off Kay at work.. She doesn't "like" me anymore.. She is a cool chick but her immaturity really came out this past week.. She doesn't act like she is 18 most of the time but this past week it really came out.. Or she just had a bad case of PMS.. Either way I'm not going to try and suck up to her anymore to get back on her good side.. If she wants to be a kid she can go right ahead and be one.
Anyway I can't really think of anything else to talk bout.. I don't even know what made me decide to post in the first place.. I'm tired as fuck and just want to smoke and go to sleep.
Peace out bitches!!!
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." ~Helen Keller