Blah
I have to start posting on here when I'm sober...
Bah, anyways...
I had my first meeting with a shrink the other day. It was weird though. I felt like I was with a prostitute who was paid $140 an hour to talk to me. Hopfully I'll develop some sort of trust or what not with her. I think what I'm really looking for, though, is someone who is close to my age, close to my experience and capacity to think and feel and listen and share... I've said it before and I've said it again- I think my standards are too high. I can't bring myself to lower them though...
Life is great though. I'm here. I'm alive. I'm fairly balanced. I'm mostly happy.
I can't wait to get back to school on Monday. I've missed it, as odd as that sounds, comming from my mouth. I'm happy with what I got on my art history exam, too. I'm looking forward to seeing how I compared with others in the class.
Blah.
G'night.
Bah, anyways...
I had my first meeting with a shrink the other day. It was weird though. I felt like I was with a prostitute who was paid $140 an hour to talk to me. Hopfully I'll develop some sort of trust or what not with her. I think what I'm really looking for, though, is someone who is close to my age, close to my experience and capacity to think and feel and listen and share... I've said it before and I've said it again- I think my standards are too high. I can't bring myself to lower them though...
Life is great though. I'm here. I'm alive. I'm fairly balanced. I'm mostly happy.
I can't wait to get back to school on Monday. I've missed it, as odd as that sounds, comming from my mouth. I'm happy with what I got on my art history exam, too. I'm looking forward to seeing how I compared with others in the class.
Blah.
G'night.