Hmm
I don't think I will ever understand the emotions and feelings I go through when someone comes back into my life. Particularly when they come back and are how I used to want them to be. Not the way they were when they left. when I left, but how I had always imagined they should be. I am happy and excited because these are always the ones you were great friends with, the laughing, intelligent ones that got away. They were always the ones you called over to have a glass of wine or a bottle of beer and just talk. The ones you cried with and sang songs with at the top of your lungs. The road trip buddies and the partners in crime. And yet I get confused because I am always one who likes to live in the past. If I could go back to that one day, that one hour when they were perfect, I would. How long will it last until they go away again?