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It's that time again. No I'm not talking about updating my livejournal that noone reads. It's school time. Next Tuesday begins a whole new 180 days of 7 am waking and 4 pm sleeping. Can't wait. I feel so sick lately. Not sick as in disease. Sick as in bored and lonely. Sitting at home in the same chair watching the same movies over and over (I hate American Pie 2 now I might add) never seemed so depressing. Shaun's going on vacation Friday. Then when he returns he's leaving to go to Japan (deployment) so I'll have noone to hang out with for 2 months. I know Destiny has her license but something is telling me that we're still not gonna get to see each other much. I know I'm being pessimistic but I don't really care. Acting emo if you want to call it that. None of you know what it's like to have no friends. To have the only people you hang out with be your girlfriend on occasion and her friends. Courtney (midget) is my friend but we don't do much of anything. I miss the old day of me and Gary hanging out almost every day. It was fun. When he used to FORCE me to go outside when I couldn't STAND it. It was pretty fun though. Skateboarding when I couldn't. Scootering when I was bad ass at it. Riding old Rust-Bucket to wherever we could think of. Walking from his house to mine all the time. Damn good times. But now I have only Destiny. Other friends I try and make ( I won't name names) seem to not care, nor want to be my friend. And no it's not just you if you read this. Everyone is growing up and leaving me in the dust. That makes me feel like crap. But it's even worse knowing that in 6 months I'll be 18 and I have no job, no car, no license, 2 friends, and no direction in life. Make ya feel kind of empty. I'm sure the only person who will read this is Destiny (due to the fact im on her friends list and she checks that all the time) but I'll still get no comments. I knew that when I started writing this. I guess this is just my way of venting. I'll update later. Good luck at school all.