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Do you ever feel like you've taken one step forward and two steps back? Remember back in the day you would have crushes on the impossible. Movie stars, Hanson, the studly quarterback 5 years older than you... they were out of your reach, but that never stopped your daydreams and the scribbling of your first name and their surname together. You never faced the reality of it all; because hey- you didn't have to. And it was nice. Now that I've been in the REAL dating world, I've gone back to my middle school ways. Lately I haven't been trying to form meaningful relationships... or even try to meet anyone at all. I have this comforting thought in the back of my mind that is my love safehaven. That Nick Underwood will fall madly in love with me and we'll be together forever. I think about him often... even though it's been weeks since we've spoken. I know we'll never have a real relationship... but that doesn't stop the naive ideals in my mind. I know that we now are too different and have become too cynical in life and love to go back to what we almost had. So I've decided to take a naive step back for both of us. I've gone back to my middle school naive ways. LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, I HAVE A CRUSH ON NICOLAS UNDERWOOD. AND I'M NOT DOING A DAMN THING ABOUT IT EXCEPT RUBBING ONE OUT THINKING OF HIM.
I will not PURSUE him, I won't call him either. I won't hope he pursues me, and I don't even have to worry about him calling because I know he won't. Sort of like my thing with Zach Hanson back in the day. I know it's impossible... and it's ok. It's just the only sane way I can hold onto the idea of love ever being a possibility for me.
I am in love with these boys.
http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bigboxes.php?box_id=51208&f_id=842
If anyone has any info on who they are, tell me now!
I really want to see Dirty Dancing Havana Nights. Not because I buy into the typical teen movie bullshut, but because I am head over heels for Diego Luna. I've been in love with him since I saw him in Y Tu Mama Tambien. I have a huge appreciation for his calliber as an actor, not to mention he is undeniably sexy.
I will not PURSUE him, I won't call him either. I won't hope he pursues me, and I don't even have to worry about him calling because I know he won't. Sort of like my thing with Zach Hanson back in the day. I know it's impossible... and it's ok. It's just the only sane way I can hold onto the idea of love ever being a possibility for me.
I am in love with these boys.
http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bigboxes.php?box_id=51208&f_id=842
If anyone has any info on who they are, tell me now!
I really want to see Dirty Dancing Havana Nights. Not because I buy into the typical teen movie bullshut, but because I am head over heels for Diego Luna. I've been in love with him since I saw him in Y Tu Mama Tambien. I have a huge appreciation for his calliber as an actor, not to mention he is undeniably sexy.