May 07, 2006 23:24
So, once again I am at the point in my life where I feel like I am sitting back watching my life be lived, w/o actually living it.
I feel like I never make my own decisions, and my life is so up in the air and not exactly on any type of...plan so to speak.
I am behind in a few classes. I have partied more in the past month than I have since high school. I don't like work at the moment, there's so much tension there it's stupid.
So this week, I plan to disappear. I just need to re-focus, and get my life back in my hands.
So I started with my to-do list for the week, and I have a lot of stuff to do, none of which includes unpacking...I need to focus on school and just get everything straight.
Finals are in four weeks, and I need to be ready. I need to at least pass this quarter, but I want to do well. So I did my to-do list, and that's where it starts.
I'm off, I feel like crap, I think I'm getting sick, and I need to not be sick at the moment.
Until next time.