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i´ve been talking to emilie...alot...i miss her.. i want her...
we´ve been talking alot.. its great to talk to her.. i love talking to her.. i really want to talk to her all the time, non stop 24 hours in the day, 7 days a week...i want to talk to her and hold her forever...
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh :)
i´m never quite sure of what to say on here.. i know i should say something.. but i´m not sure how far to go...i know i want to share the way i feel.. but i find it hard to...comunicate in an ...understandable...way...all i do is confuse emilie sooo much and i cant stand it. i´m trying to sort things out and all i can do is fuck with her head.
i wish i could have her back. i want o go up to her and hug her right now.. i want to be with her, i want to hold her and touch her and hold her and be with her...
emilie i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttttt youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu back.. i do.. i really really do...
i dont know why i´m writing this.. you have alex now.. you are...involved with someone else.. i´m thinking you dont ...need me? i know u love me.. but do you need me...?
you wonder if you loved me too much...i wonder if i didn´t love you enough...you wonder if i can cope with the distance, i wonder if you can cope with me...i want you to be mine, i hate the fact that that you are with other people...i hear you say "i´m with alex...i was with alex all day" .. and it makes me sad.. i want that to be me, i want me to be the one that you are with all day...i want it to be me...i hate the fact that you are with someone else...that you have been doing all the things with him that i [i]should[/i] be doing with you...i wish i was him.. i wish i was the one that u were with .. i wish..i want u babe.. please understand that.. i hate myself for letting u go.. i hate myself for not fighting for you...i hate myself and i dont know what to do about it............do you think theres a chance for us...do you think we can try again??...do you think there is any possibility??? do you think we can ??
i know sometimes.. all the time i confuse you.. that i say things that are confusing.. that i say some things that you dont quite understand.. and it confuses u.. this is the truth. i tell NO lies. here it is, as i see it:
i want u back. i love you. i want you. i cant stand living without u. i miss u. i really love you, and i really want you back. i know u are with, u were with, ur on a break from seeing alex. i know u like him.. i know u are "with him"...but i cant stand it.. i want you.. i want that to be me. i miss u.. i need u. you make me what i am.. u make me want to better myself.. to make u proud, to be something worth having.
i want you.. thats the truth.
i´ve been talking to emilie...alot...i miss her.. i want her...
we´ve been talking alot.. its great to talk to her.. i love talking to her.. i really want to talk to her all the time, non stop 24 hours in the day, 7 days a week...i want to talk to her and hold her forever...
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh :)
i´m never quite sure of what to say on here.. i know i should say something.. but i´m not sure how far to go...i know i want to share the way i feel.. but i find it hard to...comunicate in an ...understandable...way...all i do is confuse emilie sooo much and i cant stand it. i´m trying to sort things out and all i can do is fuck with her head.
i wish i could have her back. i want o go up to her and hug her right now.. i want to be with her, i want to hold her and touch her and hold her and be with her...
emilie i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttttt youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu back.. i do.. i really really do...
i dont know why i´m writing this.. you have alex now.. you are...involved with someone else.. i´m thinking you dont ...need me? i know u love me.. but do you need me...?
you wonder if you loved me too much...i wonder if i didn´t love you enough...you wonder if i can cope with the distance, i wonder if you can cope with me...i want you to be mine, i hate the fact that that you are with other people...i hear you say "i´m with alex...i was with alex all day" .. and it makes me sad.. i want that to be me, i want me to be the one that you are with all day...i want it to be me...i hate the fact that you are with someone else...that you have been doing all the things with him that i [i]should[/i] be doing with you...i wish i was him.. i wish i was the one that u were with .. i wish..i want u babe.. please understand that.. i hate myself for letting u go.. i hate myself for not fighting for you...i hate myself and i dont know what to do about it............do you think theres a chance for us...do you think we can try again??...do you think there is any possibility??? do you think we can ??
i know sometimes.. all the time i confuse you.. that i say things that are confusing.. that i say some things that you dont quite understand.. and it confuses u.. this is the truth. i tell NO lies. here it is, as i see it:
i want u back. i love you. i want you. i cant stand living without u. i miss u. i really love you, and i really want you back. i know u are with, u were with, ur on a break from seeing alex. i know u like him.. i know u are "with him"...but i cant stand it.. i want you.. i want that to be me. i miss u.. i need u. you make me what i am.. u make me want to better myself.. to make u proud, to be something worth having.
i want you.. thats the truth.