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this entry is going to be...a bit strange.
i had a long chat with emilie today..on msn..we talked for hours...and it was really good :) really felt like we were..."connecting" as it were.
i´m sitting here..its a quarter to 3 am . i´m sitting here eating penny sweets and drinking vodka and coke...i´m not drunk..but i feel light headed. i´ve just been on the fone to emilie...i was on the fone with her.. we spoke, we chatted.. she cried.. i cried when i got off the fone..and i wish i could just tell her how i really feel.. how i really feel, what i really wanna do.
dont u hate the way that u think of all sorts of things that u wanna write down..and when u come to do it..u just cant?
i´m gonna go downstairs and watch tv..i´ll update this tomorrow :)
babe.. i miss u :( xxx
i had a long chat with emilie today..on msn..we talked for hours...and it was really good :) really felt like we were..."connecting" as it were.
i´m sitting here..its a quarter to 3 am . i´m sitting here eating penny sweets and drinking vodka and coke...i´m not drunk..but i feel light headed. i´ve just been on the fone to emilie...i was on the fone with her.. we spoke, we chatted.. she cried.. i cried when i got off the fone..and i wish i could just tell her how i really feel.. how i really feel, what i really wanna do.
dont u hate the way that u think of all sorts of things that u wanna write down..and when u come to do it..u just cant?
i´m gonna go downstairs and watch tv..i´ll update this tomorrow :)
babe.. i miss u :( xxx