open » do you know what's worth fighting for?
She’s cold. Her head hurts. She’s hungry. Really hungry.
But Vicki does her best to push those thoughts aside as she runs. The perks, as Damon called them, weren’t so bad. Maybe it would only get better, though she imagines it would be the latter. The brisk air of the night keeps her hair behind her as she does her best to navigate at such a speed ( Read more... )
But Vicki does her best to push those thoughts aside as she runs. The perks, as Damon called them, weren’t so bad. Maybe it would only get better, though she imagines it would be the latter. The brisk air of the night keeps her hair behind her as she does her best to navigate at such a speed ( Read more... )
But she still wants him here.
Physically. By her side to help her through it.
She doesn't have Matt to fall back on. She doesn't have Tyler who she's still convinced pretended to care. She doesn't have anyone.
Anyone but Jeremy and Damon from her knowledge. And she knows better than to trust the latter of the two.
She mimics his gesture with her arms and waits until he's finished. She wants to argue it somehow, to say there's still nothing he can do for her and that she still loves him, but she doesn't. His last sentence - she knows it's true. She knows him, or at the time she knew him. She knew how much he cared and would do anything for her, and maybe that part of him hasn't changed.
Instead she takes a hesitant step closer, presses her lips to his and pulls away. She's looking at him now, just not letting her eyes meet his.
"Fine. You can stay."
Reply
One he almost did by choice too. That was after Vicki died, after Anna died too. He had vampire blood in him, and he tried to kill himself so he could be a vampire and shut off all of his emotions.
The times that he has died, he... didn't die for very long.
It was five minutes maybe the one time. The other time, it was more like twenty or thirty minutes, but it wasn't long enough for anyone to move on in either case.
He was brought back both times.
She isn't alone. Jeremy won't let her be alone. He is not going to fail her again whatever it means, whatever happens. Jeremy closes his eyes when her lips press against his for a moment.
He looks at her. There's concern on his face, and he feels something in his chest that he can't... place.
"Even if you'd kicked me out of your room, I'd probably be staying nearby," Jeremy admits with a small smile, glancing down at the floor. "Hey, Vick, maybe you should rest. I can answer any question about the future, but I don't-- I don't even know if vampires do rest. I guess Stefan would sleep sometimes."
Reply
Her moods - they're weird. Everything's weird.
She frowns at his expression, but otherwise gives it no acknowledgement. She isn't sure she wants to; if he wants her to. She doesn't know what he wants or expects out of helping her, given he wants anything at all.
Maybe he'd help her and then leave. It'd certainly be better than figuring out if there was anything left between them, right?
"Yeah...you would. You're stupid like that." All said with a smile, ducking her head a little to force him to meet her eyes. "Rest with me?" Hesitantly, she laces her fingers with his. His warmth, it gives her some reassurance.
That he really wants to stay.
Reply
He doesn't know what they are at all. There's a part of him that feels like he would be cheating on Bonnie. There's another part of him that feels like he doesn't want to be with anyone in that way. They all die. Even Bonnie died. She was-- just fortunate to come back.
He has to start feeling like the common factor in all his relationships is him. They are all three-- they have all been so different, but they all died and he is the one factor that links the three of them together. He doesn't want it to happen again, not to her, not to anyone else.
"Hey, thanks... a lot. But yeah, I am," Jeremy says, smiling at her and shaking his head. He hesitates for a moment at the question. "I don't know... what we are yet, Vick. But yeah, I'll rest with you."
Jeremy tugs her to the bed, lying down on it first and pulling her with him. "For as long as you want, okay?"
Reply
Mostly how she's making him feel.
How much she's confusing him, how much she's pressuring him -- everything. But when she closes her eyes, she does her best to let it all subside. Yeah, he was stupid for ever loving her, even if it was only in the past. She wasn't worth the love or the problems that came with it.
But she was glad at least he thought so.
A faint smile graces her lips as he finishes his sentence. And without really thinking, she whispers:
"Forever."
Reply
Though it sounds like sleep will be coming for her soon.
He has a lot to think about.
His chest hurts trying to grapple with it all.
So he tries to push it all away for the time being, focus on the fact that it is good-- it is really good to have her alive. Even if he doesn't know what that means yet.
Reply
Leave a comment