Jan 24, 2007 18:08
Raychel on the 22nd, Ashley on the 23rd....i guess its my turn for an update.
hmmm... I really dont want to sit here and pour all my shit on the table...so im just going to put a song down that i switched around a little bit...and that basically describes whats going on right now. It kinda makes me think of like if i died right now...this is what i would want on my tombstone...
"She was alone for much too long "She was a real good daughter "Put on your face again today
nobody came, nobody but she never saved nobody It's easier to fake perfection
she's been looking around for love she was never good enough than take the blame for all of our mistakes
sixteen with a life full of regrets and empty with a life full of but i'm not interested in make believe
disappointments steady expectations and bored already let me know you're real like me
confusing future on her mind nobody on her side" and no one's good enough"
father had no idea
and mother wouldn't even hear
The words that echoed pain and fear
Oh dear"
"Just maybe we can live within a world we can't explain...oh no, it's OK"