Hooked on a Feeling...High on Believing...

[beyonddarkness8]

I was going to tell him.
I had my words planned out to the dot.
I was waiting all night...hoping for a moment...some time alone.
Then it happend.
We were alone and looking into each others eyes.
It just didnt feel right and I bailed. Im such a wus.

I just got to thinking about how much it could ruin our friendship.
We flirt and laugh alot and i

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[hell_bound_fate]

oh my geezus. i started reading it. and i freaked. cuz i thought you told him. ah. i think i had a heart attack

[beyonddarkness8]

thanks. I am going to tell him...because that i feel its necessary. But i just have to find the right moment. Tonight didnt feel right.

Maybe after we get a little closer...which just might happen over christmas break. He told me that he want to see me more often so i told him i would call.

Just a question...but does he ever look at you and you look back and you guys just kindof stare at each other for the longest time before finally you turn away? Weve been doing that alot.

Ugh, im never going to be able to sleep tonight...stupid Blake.

[hell_bound_fate]

no. cant say that we do. idk. i dont really pay attention. nor do i stare at him. like you do. haha.

Dont lose sleep over him :/ ....

[hell_bound_fate]

thats good tho that he said he wanted to see you more. :) theres something. i just hope it all works out for you. hopefully A LOT better than me and jake's did. just let me know if i need to kick some ass. cuz i will. i cant stand to see you hurt. i'll beat him.

[lost_n_dreams]

face to face? you're my hero. i wanted to do that with aris, and i was totally comfortable enough around him, but we were just never completely alone... text messages don't seem right to me.. phone could work.. i'd go with a myspace message, but thats me....

i don't know blake very well anymore.
actually, i never knew him all too well.. but i've only talked to him maybe 3 times since he's left for college... but i mean, if he's your best guy friend and all, it wont be awkward.. you'd just have to act like he doesn't know again..

but who says it has to be awkward? maybe it will go further from there... ;)

[beyonddarkness8]

i am going to do it face to face...im just waiting for the right moment.

thanks for the encouragement...i needed that