Help! I need a personality transplant!

[beyond_wonder]

Am totally kicking myself tonight. I'm also feeling a little sick and anxious. I am a failure when it comes to flirting and men.

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[sxymami0909]

*Hugs you tight*

First take a deep breath....now let it out Nicky don't hold it in...lol

Second men are cock sucking assholes...yeah it's horrible to generalize in that way, but really if more than half of them are like this then it needs to be said as a whole...

There is nothing wrong with you wanting or liking the attention. After so long we all need human contact...we all need to feel like someone wants and or loves us...it's part of what makes us human.

Third you didn't know this douche nozzle was shady...most people when they say they have an Ex normally they can't stand to be around them so why would he be traveling with her? That is totally shady, but not your fault since you didn't know.

Fourthly...cause I'm on a roll LOL not wanting to have a one night stand isn't weird...lately my thing is FWB because at this point I've been hurt so much that I don't want to deal with a relationship...I just can't commit...at least not now, but I'd never just sleep with some random guy in a motel, not that's it wrong for people who do it. All the more power to them lol get yours...guys can use us, but we can't use them? Psssh But what I'm saying us I understand where you're coming from and there's nothing wrong with wanting more for yourself. Plus a hotel is he serious? Nicky he better hope I never see him cause I'll bitch slap that smirk off his face!

I wish I had seen this sooner! Ugh I went to be early cause I had a raging headache :-( I'm pretty sure we have a snow day today because there's like 9-10 inches on the ground LOL So I'm gonna sign onto MSN and hopefully we'll get a chance to chat! I'm so sorry I've been so busy *hugs you tight*

[beyond_wonder]

*hugs right back* Thanks honey - I so needed to hear this. I feel lots better this morning. Work has been so stressful that I think I was feeling ultra vulnerable last night, but today I'm feeling better, and I know that the guy is a total douche and I'm not going to waste my time on him. I'll let him know today that I'm not that kind of girl. But I admit that when I see him I will be visualizing you bitch slapping him. LOL.

How's your headache? I'm so jealous of your snow day! Any possibilities of some pics on twitter or something. I've never experienced a snow day. I've seen snow, just a small amount, but never a large amount. How wonderful. It's so muggy and hot here in Australia. It's gross - it makes working a nightmare because everything is covered in condensation which makes the floors slippery and there are gross flies everywhere. Ewww! But I finally have a day off tomorrow. I'll check msn tomorrow to see if you're around cos I miss ya girl. We've both been so busy - but we need to catch up.

Thanks for the support and hugs. It is sooo appreciated!