what to do?
I'm at a crossroads right now. What to do? I want to move into this apartment in Ahwatukee. I don't make enough money to start saving. I will have to crash the couch for a month. Gay. But it would be so nice to live in a nice apartment and work in a nice part of town and maybe things will be pretty. I want so badly to live in a nice place and feel good about myself. I just want to work and go to school and have nice things. That is not to much to ask. I can do it. it's not so hard.I need to pray and focus and make it work. I can do anything I put my mind to I just have to be sure that this is what I want. things will be rough in the meantime, there is no question about it. It will be worth it in the end. Think positive and work hard. Pray and believe. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. If I'm the kids' nanny I could spend spend time with them. That's exciting. I can do this. focus. focus. focus.