how do we know
How do we know when it's over or when it's time to grow up and find ourselves. I have been struggling with this for so long. There is this huge part of me that has hope. That refuses to let go. That knows. That knows that this one was real. that this one could be it. I still cry because a part of me is gone. I don't look because deep down I know I already know I found what I was looking for. I know that circumstances change. I can only hope that people do too. I can only hope that people can really change their faults. Really grow and be better. I have so many things to work on. I can only hope that I will one day make myself happy and not rely on others to do so for me. I can only hope that one day I will learn to compromise and truly put others before me when it counts. I can only hope that I get the same back. I can only hope that one day I find myself on a road of second chances and happy endings. Until then I will continue to grow and learn and change.