Dec 19, 2007 22:42
Right now I have mixed emotions. I started a new job yesterday and am silently feeling overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with change, with frustration, with fatigue. I've been a little moody lately.
I just go back and forth about whether or not I'm good enough, whether or not I'm what they want as an employee. I'm just a temp at the new place.
I'm so frustrated and tired, I can't even find words to say.
Maybe I will never be good enough because I don't have enough confidence in myself.
Whatever. I'm going to bed.