Dec 12, 2007 22:58
You think you know what's going on, you think you see everything. When questionable things come about, you questions others, but mostly yourself. Are you overreacting? Are you thinking it's something it's not? Or, are you actually seeing it for what it really is? And if you are, are you letting it happen again and again?
You put your trust into someone. And so often, you're let down. What to do? What to do? Are you a product of your past? Or does your past come back to haunt you in ways you never knew existed?
Some people want pity, they make excuses, er, lies to draw you in and break you down. Why is it that so often, you allow them to over and over again? What draws you back to feel the sting of their bite? Why do you allow yourself to believe their lies? When so often, it hurts the one you supposedly love?
It brings this all to a draw. Clean slate or dust everywhere? Wait until the dust settles and fall apart again?
Silence abounds again.