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i'm really starting to feel like i'm not handling my life terribly well right now. like... it's like that hyperbole and a half comic, almost. i'm doing all the things i should do to be a responsible adult, but like, i fucking miss the internet. i miss you guys. i write emails and then i don't have time to write back to the replies i get, or by the time i GET time i'm so anxious about the amount of time that's elapsed that i feel so guilty i can't make myself do it. i feel like an awful friend most of the time. there are people i haven't seen in months, and it's not that i don't want to see them or make time for them, it's just that i'm so tired all the fucking time. and that sounds so whiny, but it is nevertheless true. ugh.
anyway. hopefully now that it's spring i can hire another person at work, and the girl who's been in china since christmas is coming back in seven weeks, so hopefully hopefully hopefully the insanity will calm down. on the other hand, my boss is up for a promotion again, which if she gets means i get her job. which, while amazing, will mean another six months of utter insanity while i learn how to do her job. so yeah. idk. right now it's all i can do to manage feeding myself three times a day and not spending my entire paycheck at panera.
but i'm not a total failure; see, i made some icons! 52 icons of doctor who series one and a wallpaper from series three. because when it's midnight and i'm panicking about my life being a crazy mess, i photoshop. apparently.
i'm supposed to be in work in an hour but i have the cramps of death so i'm going in late.
ps : last week's glee. loved it. mostly cus that entire party scene was like a flashback to my junior and senior years of college. also i kinda like that they reminded us that kurt isn't right all the time. aaaaaaaaand last night's white collar.... i have no words. jeff eastin is totally playing with us. way to be like "here you go, proof that neal wants to be married to peter and elizabeth". thanks jeff. also, shirtless neal.... yeah. good times. gotta watch that again. XD
anyway. hopefully now that it's spring i can hire another person at work, and the girl who's been in china since christmas is coming back in seven weeks, so hopefully hopefully hopefully the insanity will calm down. on the other hand, my boss is up for a promotion again, which if she gets means i get her job. which, while amazing, will mean another six months of utter insanity while i learn how to do her job. so yeah. idk. right now it's all i can do to manage feeding myself three times a day and not spending my entire paycheck at panera.
but i'm not a total failure; see, i made some icons! 52 icons of doctor who series one and a wallpaper from series three. because when it's midnight and i'm panicking about my life being a crazy mess, i photoshop. apparently.
i'm supposed to be in work in an hour but i have the cramps of death so i'm going in late.
ps : last week's glee. loved it. mostly cus that entire party scene was like a flashback to my junior and senior years of college. also i kinda like that they reminded us that kurt isn't right all the time. aaaaaaaaand last night's white collar.... i have no words. jeff eastin is totally playing with us. way to be like "here you go, proof that neal wants to be married to peter and elizabeth". thanks jeff. also, shirtless neal.... yeah. good times. gotta watch that again. XD