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[betweenthebliss]

i feel like i should say something to like, mark this day or something, but idk what to say. some people are probably happy about it, but fuck 'em. i had four years, and they weren't always awesome, but they mostly were. and not being conceited (because i was only ever half of what was going on, lol) but damn, was i part of some fucking awesome RP while i was there. i'll remember some of those threads for fucking ever. jon and jay; phedre and snape; mark, roger, o-ren and riddick; sam and veronica; jareth and elliot; jon and susan; sam, josh, toby and cj; house and phedre (♥); weevil and tyra; aerin and tristan; jareth and puck (♥!); sandor and glen; phedre and karo; wednesday and eostre; jon and pam; phedre and imriel; and of course, sandor, bert and lloyd. it's a humongous fucking comfort to know that wherever my RP home is next, at least the three amigos will stay intact. :"} *hums 'no you can't take that away from me'* .. *ducks flying tomato thrown by peregrina*

okay, i'm really fucking exhausted now. and i'm getting up so fucking soon to go back to work. eugh.

finished the magicians by lev grossman. cover to cover in less than 24 hours. it would've been less painful and less amazing if it hadn't reminded me so fiercely of myself, my life in college, the life i've led since i left. it's probably a good thing i don't have magic, or i'd have ended up halfway to fillory myself by now, i'm sure. it made me tear up a few times. none of my college friends remind me particularly of any of the five magicians (except for that first description of janet, which reminds me horribly of myself) but grossman writes so poignantly about that camaraderie that i couldn't help my heart clenching from time to time.

okay. now, for real, sleep, motherfuckers.