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Jan 22, 2008 13:55

i FILLED OUT MY APPLICATION FOR GRADUATION. IN 102 DAYS I GRADUATE COLLEGE AND BECOME A COMPLETE ADULT. THOSE ARE PROBABLY THE SCARIEST WORDS I'VE EVER SAID AND I AM SHITTING MY PANTS.

I NEED TO MAKE COPIES OF MY RESUME AND CLIPS AND MAKE SOME EXTRA PORTFOLIOS AND START GETTING MYSELF OUT THERE. UNFORTUNATELY. I DONT FEEL LIKE BEING AN ADULT, OR GROWING UP, OR GETTING A JOB. I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN FLORIDA AND BE AT THE BEACH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

I GOT A PROMOTION. MY MANAGERS HAVE INFORMED ME THAT I AM BEING MADE A BARTENDER! YEAY BOY! i HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN SERVING FOR A YEAR YET, SO PEOPLE ARE BITCHING LIKE CRAZY BUT MY MANAGERS SAID: "SHE BUSTS HER ASS EVERYTIME SHE'S HERE, SHE'S MAKES ALOT OF $ AND SHE MAKES US ALOT OF $, PLUS SHES HOT, SO SHUT UP" HAHA SUCKAS!

MY COP WENT SKIING ALL WEEKEND, SO I'M DYING TO SEE HIM. HE COMES HOME TONIGHT FINALLY.

TOMORROW I'M GOING TO COURT FOR THE SECOND TIME TO GET THIS RESTRAINING ORDER. HOPEFULLY IT GOES THROUGH THIS TIME. BRIAN IS COMING WITH ME, AND WHEN MATT SEES ME WITH ANOTHER GUY, HE'S GOING TO GO NUTS, SO IF I DON'T GET THIS RESTRAINING ORDER, I'LL REALLY HAVE TO WATCH MY BACK. BECAUSE HONESTLY MATT IS PYSCHO AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT HE IS CAPABLE OF.

I'M HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW. I'M STRESSED OVER SCHOOL AND OVER GRADUATION AND FINDING A CAREER. BUT I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME RIGHT NOW, I NEVER REALIZED HOW UNHAPPY I WAS WITH MATT. HE CAUSED ME SO MUCH PAIN AND I THOUGHT IT WAS NORMAL, WHAT AN IDIOT. SO I'M GOOD RIGHT NOW. AND I'M KEEPING IT THAT WAY.
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