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[bettyfantastic]

i'm never on this account anymore
i guess it feels like i posted to keep people close to me
to have some sort of attachment
but when people don't read it
telling them about your life
seems fairly pointless.
i miss poco
alot.

i'll see you all wednesday and i'm scared.
i feel like i'll be under the microscope
i've missed you all so much
it hurt so bad to be away from you that i detached myself
and now i'm scared to see you
i'm scared i'm going to disapoint all you