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so the first thing that everybody needs to realize about me is that I take a lot of shit seriously AND personally so when sometimes small things happen, i really take them to heart because it means more to me than it does to other people and get really pissed and sometimes explode. anybody who's known me regularly for longer than 6 months probably has come to realize it. like i've been doing it since i dont even remember when BUT the good news is i've been working forgiveness a lot over the last couple years and its really paid off. most people are surprised with my forgiveness but i like to have a clear conscious through life because it makes things easier to deal with and live through.
but now its happend again and all this stupid shit is happening over a jacket and both sides of the story are different because we see it from different angles. but when it comes down to it, this whole ordeal ISNT ABOUT THE FUCKING JACKET. its about selfishness. its about bossy people who want life their way, or no way. and its flat out selfish. and the average person can only go so long dealing with someone's selfish heart for so long that they cant take it anymore and shit goes down. and pretty much thats what happend.
ya know she says that she doesnt want to fight and that we're such good friends we shouldnt be ruining it over an item of clothing... but when it comes down to it, if you consider us to be best buds and if it means so much to you then why are you continuing with your selfish acts and still refusing to give me back my coat? huh?? YOU CANT HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO. make a fucking decision. i'll forgive you for being naive in the sense that you dont know any better because you've probably been this way since you were a child. psst time to grow up.
but now its happend again and all this stupid shit is happening over a jacket and both sides of the story are different because we see it from different angles. but when it comes down to it, this whole ordeal ISNT ABOUT THE FUCKING JACKET. its about selfishness. its about bossy people who want life their way, or no way. and its flat out selfish. and the average person can only go so long dealing with someone's selfish heart for so long that they cant take it anymore and shit goes down. and pretty much thats what happend.
ya know she says that she doesnt want to fight and that we're such good friends we shouldnt be ruining it over an item of clothing... but when it comes down to it, if you consider us to be best buds and if it means so much to you then why are you continuing with your selfish acts and still refusing to give me back my coat? huh?? YOU CANT HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO. make a fucking decision. i'll forgive you for being naive in the sense that you dont know any better because you've probably been this way since you were a child. psst time to grow up.